![wilson boys gay xxx wilson boys gay xxx](https://p9c6f7i2.ssl.hwcdn.net/thumbs/p/240/9/2130/2129373.jpg)
In those weekly sessions, I began to get perspective on what had become my life. She approached me with the name of an excellent therapist. Even so, Nevada's death sent me on a years-long inward spiral of depression and distraction that would be continuing today if one of our nannies hadn't noticed me struggling. Within the next five years, I gave birth to twins, then triplets, and I sold three novels to Penguin and Simon & Schuster. Elon and I planned to get pregnant again as swiftly as possible. I didn't understand this, just as he didn't understand why I grieved openly, which he regarded as "emotionally manipulative." I buried my feelings instead, coping with Nevada's death by making my first visit to an IVF clinic less than two months later. I held him in my arms when he died.Įlon made it clear that he did not want to talk about Nevada's death. He spent three days on life support in a hospital in Orange County before we made the decision to take him off it. By the time the paramedics resuscitated him, he had been deprived of oxygen for so long that he was brain-dead. He was 10 weeks old, the age when male infants are most susceptible to SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome). The same week, Nevada went down for a nap, placed on his back as always, and stopped breathing.
![wilson boys gay xxx wilson boys gay xxx](https://imcdn.manporn.xxx/contents/videos_screenshots/3286000/3286130/240x180/10.jpg)
![wilson boys gay xxx wilson boys gay xxx](https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-_Y1MO_VlkLU/WiH50n9zatI/AAAAAAAAKh4/sbuC_S1tkf0hWEO06bI85FkqBsnc1y3vACKgBGAs/s1600/HOD+bethel+wilson.jpg)
The sale of PayPal vaulted Elon's net worth to well over $100 million. "If you were my employee," he said just as often, "I would fire you."īy the time eBay bought PayPal in 2002, we had moved to Los Angeles and had our first child, a boy named Nevada Alexander. "I am your wife," I told him repeatedly, "not your employee." Elon's judgment overruled mine, and he was constantly remarking on the ways he found me lacking. This, and the vast economic imbalance between us, meant that in the months following our wedding, a certain dynamic began to take hold. He had grown up in the male-dominated culture of South Africa, and the will to compete and dominate that made him so successful in business did not magically shut off when he came home. As we danced at our wedding reception, Elon told me, "I am the alpha in this relationship." I shrugged it off, just as I would later shrug off signing the postnuptial agreement, but as time went on, I learned that he was serious. With my arm slung across his chest, I felt that he was my own private Alexander the Great. A life without Elon was unthinkable, something I'd realized a few months before he proposed, as we napped together one spring afternoon before a friend's wedding. I trusted my husband - why else had I married him? - and I told myself it didn't matter.
![wilson boys gay xxx wilson boys gay xxx](http://gaypornpatrol.com/images/sean-cody-solo-wilson-gay-porn-blog-image-8.jpg)
But two months after our wedding, I simply signed the postnuptial agreement. Years later, I came to learn these things. But I had no time to research mediation, or learn that it rarely serves the interest of the less powerful person in the relationship. It was this board that was supposedly urging him to get a "financial agreement." What I didn't understand at the time was that Elon was actually ushering me into a period of "mediation," which, I now know, means anything done or spoken is confidential and cannot be used in a court of law. Most of his newfound fortune he rolled over into his second company, an online banking institution, X.com, that later became PayPal (the online payment company). Instead, he proposed, getting down on bended knee on a street corner. I made uneasy jokes that he was about to dump me for a supermodel. Our day-to-day routine remained the same (except for the addition of flying lessons), and Elon's wealth seemed abstract and unreal, a string of zeros that existed in some strange space of its own. He also bought a million-dollar sports car - a McLaren F1 - and a small plane. He bought and renovated an 1,800-square-foot condo: We now had a place of our own. Elon had sold Zip2, which partnered with newspapers to help them get online, in 1999, the year before, and was worth about $20 million overnight. When I looked at him, he said quickly, "It's not a prenup."Īlthough I'd been dating a struggling 20-something entrepreneur, I was now engaged to a wealthy one. Two years later - two months before our January 2000 wedding - Elon told me we had an appointment with a lawyer who was going to help us with a "financial agreement" that the board of his new company wanted us to sign. "Buy as many books as you want," he said. Then he took me to a bookstore and handed me his credit card.